So my cousin graduated today. It was really nice. But what I hate is how there are some people that get clapped for and some people just get looked at like, "Eww, you?". I just hate that.
So I am supposed to graduate next year. I don't think I will walk across the stage like most. The school would let me, but it would be so incredibly auckward. The people that were my friends but bailed on me when I got sick would all be there. I think I could face one at a time but all of them at once seems like a death sentance.
High school for any person with a disability is usually rough. CFIDS is really hard because of the ups and downs. Classmates say, "Well, you look ok..." Well, my dear, looks are deceiving! I have been on homebound schooling since sometime last year. Since then, my whole perspective on life has changed. You know, I used to be consumed in my pecking order at school. I HAD to be the popular girl. Now, all of that isn't so important. In fact, I like the way I am now much better than the way I used to be.
Well, thats all for today. I'm about to keel over dead if I don't go lay down. Night.